You

Not a day goes by that I don't think about you.

Lately, my future husband has been on my heart more and more frequently. I think about him daily. Where he is, what he's doing. I pray for him. To become the man God desires him to be. The man who will lead me and one day our family. To be a bold, strong, courageous man of God. To avoid temptation and clothe himself in righteousness. I miss him. I am in love with him, even though I do not know him yet. I long to meet him. It is almost as if a piece of me is missing without him by my side.

On Sunday after studying Ephesians 5 I was even more overwhelmed with the role the husband must play in the marriage relationship. It opened my eyes to how our future relationship must be bathed in prayer.

And in praying for him, I must pray for myself as well. To be the woman that God needs me to be to be his supporter, encourager and wife. I pray that I the Lord will teach me to be submissive and one that is willing to be led. That together we can be unified with one heart for the Lord and his mission for our life together.